At long last i make my way back to deviantart. It has been a long time. The past week has certainly been an adventure, if you want to call it that. Many changes in my life are occurring. Just recently I've had to basically look myself in the mirror. Face myself and finally get over those mistakes that i have been avoiding for so many years. Mistakes i made in the past that keep popping in my head. I have finally learned to let go.
Not long after that of course, did my car decide to give out, so time to get another one. Only later did i find out that the very same week my grandfather and father had to get new ones too (what the hell?!). And now the shadow of moving out looms over me. It has been distracting me for quite some time now. Im not nervous about moving, its just the timing is not that great. I move tomorrow, yet i never had the chance to tell my parents because of my nephew staying over this week,which leads to the other problem. My nephew wants to hang out, but ill be moving, unless i can find a way to balance this. Even after i move there will be more planning and changes to come in the future.
Life can certainly be relentless. I feel like im barely able to keep up. All of the sudden i have to make these big decision one right after another. I dont work that way. I need time to weigh options. But perhaps that is my falt, the brave may not live forever, but the cautious never truly live. Ive been way too cautious, I gotta stop living on my heels and just go with it.